воскресенье, 12 октября 2008 г.

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Kaitlynn -
Here are your Westwick icons.
Theyapos;re simple and lacking creativity.
Just come colorization here and thereeee.
But I hope you likee [:
(He reminds me of Zac Efron :/)
Whooo ~
Btw I love Kaiterwick. Haha. Itapos;s wick-ed. Wicked.
Oh look another lame name I made up.
Ahh, I could go on forever.



I dislike the second one.
You donapos;t have to use it lol.

Yet another one of my top sevensss.

1. Two Worlds Collide - Demi Lovato
2. Believe In Me - Demi Lovato
3. Womanizer - Britney Spears
4. Ready,�Set, Go - Tokio Hotel
5. Hot N Cold - Katy�Perry
6. My Moves Are White (White Hot, That Is) - Cobra Starship
7. Pleasure Ryland - Cobra Starship

Nanananaaa.



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I want to icon so bad but.. I canapos;t. I have art projects due on Monday and an essay to write and Math to do and, ya know, it doesnapos;t sound like a lot but theyapos;re all fucking time-consuming. And theyapos;re not hard by any means itapos;s just that, well, like i said, THEYapos;RE TIME- CONSUMING. D< And every professor thinks their class is the most important one and that you donapos;t have a life and that youapos;re totally into what theyapos;re teaching and youapos;re just sitting here thinking to yourself: Can i get my degree now??? DDDDX I just- i just- want to icon and graphic, dammit But, really, if i start iapos;mma be at it for hours. And by the end of it iapos;ll have made ONE icon. Lol~ GAAAAAHHHHH

Ah, also, today we got our Pre-Cal tests back... I got a 74. T~T I even had a dream, actually TWO dreams this week that i failed it... So... There ya go. :/

No, but, seriously, can i have my degree now??? DDDD:

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consumption expenditures




Ik ben al een tijdje lid van andere Lolita LJ communities en toen vond ik een Nederlandse. :D En aangezien er geen Belgische is hoop ik dat het niet erg is dat ik uit Belgie kom xD

Ik ben Tweekay, ik woon in Belgie en ik ben 18 (Woot). Ik mag opzcih wel Loli kleding kopen van mijn ouders maar niet de apos;dureapos;. Ik heb dus geen Baby ofzo D:
Ik heb alleen maar E-bay dingen. Maar ze zijn van redelijk goede kwaliteit, en de kleding ziet er niet cosplay-ish uit dus ik ben happy ^-^
Ik ben vooral en sweet lolita denk ik... (en met halloween Guro loli >:D)
Thatapos;s it denk ik. Yush.

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brady urological




So i am being forced to move out of my parentsapos; house very soon... Itapos;s a long story, but basically iapos;m not doing too well and they (especially my stepmom) donapos;t want to deal with it anymore, and Iapos;m 19 so theyapos;re kicking me out.

this is sucky for numerous reasons, but one of the biggest reasons is i literally cannot afford to be on my own... At the moment i only have one part-time job that i work 15-20 hours at the most per week. Iapos;ve been applying for a second job like crazy and looking all over for somebody whoapos;s looking to share an apartment and isnapos;t asking too much for rent/utilities. Even with a second job, though, money is going to be tight as hell since iapos;m still going to school full time as well.

my stepmom told me i could apply for social security benefits... And i checked it out, and it looks like i would qualify. Iapos;ve been in and out of treatment for major depression, suicide attempts, and bulimia for the past 3 years, and have plenty of documentation to prove it... I might be able to get supplemental income.

i was wondering if anyone has had any experience applying for and/or recieving benefits from social security for your mental "problems"?

x-posted everywhere because i donapos;t know what the hell iapos;m doing and need all the help i can get.
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суббота, 11 октября 2008 г.

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So the last few days were fucking awful.
No one believes me... Even when Iapos;m telling the truth. Wtf.
My mother made me eat two full dinners two days in a row. My brother made me eat fatty foods "to make sure you dont waste away" -.- and on top of that, my boyfriend, who is the only person i donapos;t lie to says, "youapos;re losing a lot of weight, I�think you might be lying to me about eating with your mum" then force feeds me too.
Yeah. Great.
So after a 7 day fast and dropping 10 pounds, I put it all back in two fucking days.�But I�lost five pounds yesterday somehow (even though I�ate)... So Iapos;m down to 135.5lbs. Yuck.
People suck. What was the point in telling my boyfriend the truth if he doesnapos;t even believe me?
I�just canapos;t wait til my mother goes away.

So yeah, todays the first day of another five day fast. I�like fasting the best. All I�had today is water and a green tea.

Hope youapos;re all doing better than me.

<3 etak


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figurativas




So, Daniel and I havenapos;t been dating for almost two weeks. We still hang out near-daily though, and we seem exactly the same as we were before we dated. Odd.

And Saturday will be wonderful indeed. Iapos;m getting my hair cut and dyed an auburn orange, with white. Youapos;d have to see it to understand what itapos;ll be like, exactly...Iapos;ll upload a picture possibly to dA tomorrow after itapos;s done (1:30pm)

Iapos;m also going to Dosuapos;s homecoming tomorrow with him.
Although my parents decide once it gets to Friday, theyapos;ll bitch at me about everything.

"You havenapos;t done anything at all around the house"
(Not true, Iapos;ve done dishes.)

"Why donapos;t you have a fucking jacket to wear with your dress?"
(Iapos;ve been telling them for a week I donapos;t have anything that goes with it. My mom said to me my Grandma had something for me to borrow, and yet when it gets to Friday she practically expects me to have something suddenly that goes good with a formal dress? Wtf...)

"You didnapos;t reschedule your hair appointment so I had to"
(I was told it was planned. Two different times. Once for Friday, and then suddenly switched to Saurday at 9am. So when it had to be switched again, apparently itapos;s my fault for not calling about it.)

"We honestly donapos;t give a shit about this, so you should�care more and do everything yourself, not us"
(So...they pretty much told me they donapos;t care about stuff I do. Like HOMECOMING, which my mom had�SAID BEFORE�sheapos;d GLADLY help me out with. Thanks mom and dad, you sure make me feel like a fucking bitch. Thanks.)

...so....change of topic.
Next week thereapos;s no school Monday or Friday, so that means Silent Hill time. Iapos;m almost done with SH2 and then Iapos;m gonna play Origins.

Also next week is our homecoming week, so we have the themes and such.
Tuesday Iapos;m going to do both Twin and Class Color� (the other theme is PJs. I hate that theme. They donapos;t even have mismatch day this year which makes me sad), so Brittany (McKinney) and I are going to wear every class color (yellow blue green orange.)
So hereapos;s what Iapos;ve got:
Yellow shirt, green stockings under blue stockings, orange shoes. XD

I wanted a blue skirt, but when I went to goodwill to buy one they were all long so they would hide my green stockings, so...defeated the purpose. Been saying that a lot lately...

Wednesday is Rodeo (ew), Sports (ew), Hat, and Hero/Villian day. I want to do something for Hero/Villian...an along with hat, I thought of Professor Layton but then, is he really considered a "hero"? Heapos;s a hero of the puzzle-solving world
PUZZLE HERO

Thursday is spirit day and fake injury day, and crazy hair day. Iapos;m making a giant stab wound through my stomach and out the back, which involves getting a shirt I donapos;t want to wear anymore, and making a rip through it, sewing some white or tan fabric on the inside and then paint it where itapos;s seen to be reddish/brownish like blood and also to look like a hole through me, and put the reddish brown blood color all around the wound. Iapos;m going to try and use a picture of someone being stabbed through for an example. Going to be fun to make. And since itapos;s crazy hair day, I always wear wigs. This year my long black one just because I wore my Rei wig last year.

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braughtwerst




A silly word with no meaning, if you really think about it.
but then i suppose it depends on the "friends" you have.
how they treat or mistreat you.
Fortunate for me iapos;ve met and had both good and bad friends.
Some whom gave the word friendship the most sincere and significant meaning
while for others the word is merely letters arranged to appear as if something were there.
Makes me wonder of those friends who i consider friends but do they?




** not to be intended to anyone in specific, i love my friends :], just something i thought about while in quinterosapos;


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